{"title":"MEMOIR \u0026 BIOGRAPHY","description":"","products":[{"product_id":"theres-always-this-year-on-basketball-and-ascension","title":"There's Always This Year: On Basketball and Ascension","description":"\u003cb\u003eLONGLISTED FOR THE NATIONAL BOOK AWARD - \u003ci\u003eNEW YORK TIMES\u003c\/i\u003e BESTSELLER - #1 NATIONAL BESTSELLER - A \u003cb\u003e\"powerful\" (\u003ci\u003eThe Guardian\u003c\/i\u003e)\u003c\/b\u003e reflection on basketball, life, and home--from the author of the National Book Award finalist \u003ci\u003eA Little Devil in America\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cb\u003e\"Mesmerizing . . . not only the most original sports book I've ever read but one of the most moving books I've ever read, period.\"--Steve James, director of \u003ci\u003eHoop Dreams\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003eONE OF BARACK OBAMA'S FAVORITE BOOKS OF THE YEAR - ONE OF THE TEN BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR: \u003ci\u003eVulture, \u003c\/i\u003eChicago Public Library, \u003ci\u003eBookPage\u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eA BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR: \u003ci\u003eThe New York Times Book Review, Time, The Washington Post, \u003c\/i\u003eNPR, \u003ci\u003eThe Boston Globe, \u003c\/i\u003eThe New York Public Library, Chicago Public Library, \u003ci\u003ePublishers Weekly, Kirkus Reviews, Book Riot, Electric Lit\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWINNER OF THE NATIONAL BOOK CRITICS CIRCLE AWARD\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eGrowing up in Columbus, Ohio, in the 1990s, Hanif Abdurraqib witnessed a golden era of basketball, one in which legends like LeBron James were forged and countless others weren't. 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